sitting in the sun basking like a snake sometimes you’re no fun, but not today you’re so sweet, so funny chased a fucking bunny nearly pulled out my shoulder blade fragile, i am, i’m sorry about that i’m working on my spirits trying to keep it up i’ve been doing that even before the world went to shit Morty, dude, chill out you make me so fucking anxious and Rachel Maddow’s telling me the world is ending the sky is so black from all the propellers coming in but i’m not sweating it the terms and conditions will handle it i guess i pushed that button when i accepted this shitting on the couch as you jumped over me sometimes you piss me off but better to not be pissed on you’re so sweet it’s easy to be so self-absorbed to not see the bigger picture how everybody else is feeling but i promise that it’s pulsing in my skull every fucking second fragile, i am, i’m sorry about that i’m working on my spirits trying to keep it up i’ve been doing that even before the world went to shit Morty, dude, chill out you make me so fucking anxious and Rachel Maddow’s telling me the world is ending you’re just a dog, i’m just a human being maybe if we look at things differently we won’t be scared to die it’s easy to be so self-absorbed to not see the bigger picture how everybody else is feeling but i promise that it’s pulsing in my skull every fucking second

went into the hospital sat inside of the chapel we talked for hours about how we dream about all the endless possibilities that are as endless as the love that i’m feeling for you …in that moment shining on me i’m like a deer in headlights i wonder if you’re watching me if you are do i look like a possessed motherfucker? if that’s so, maybe so i could use this for the music video cherry on my cigarette, baby, follow the light i’ve always been on the beaten down path oh, its just the same old shit cherry off a cigarette and i knew you were lying but i never felt as beautiful as i did then so i spent all summer with you on the fairgrounds, jokers wild we ran through them crowds and we hitched a ride on the tractor hitch the ferris wheel reflecting, shining on the pond where the other kinds from school use Red Bull cans for bongs cherry on my cigarette, baby, follow the light i’ve always been on the beaten down path oh, its just the same old shit shining on me i’m like a deer in headlights i wonder if you’re watching me if you are do i look like a possessed motherfucker? if that’s so, maybe so i could use this for the music video cherry on my cigarette, baby, follow the light i’ve always been on the beaten down path oh, its just the same old shit ∞ the old mill is on fire after weathering the storms the torches that were lit by yourself at yourself in your dreams, hey, chill it, man you’re ill, but so are they chill out, my man, you’re fragile and so are they

cannot hear you maybe you should turn the mic up maybe you should mix your track next time maybe you could blow it up in some gay bar in the midwest maybe you… we can’t hear you maybe you should turn the mic off cannot look me in the eyes but you have words to say i bursted your bubble didn’t do things your way he’s so sensual, attempting to be truthful, honest, whatever then what’s the deal with all the artificial? he’s got no self-awareness who does he think he is? he’s only wanting self-promotion who doesn’t wanna be in the biz? tongue in cheek won’t get to what you want to say and that’s a haven, so i get it i mean the castles are burning the song have said it for decades and no more gold rushes are happening cannot look me in the eyes but you have words to say because i burst your bubble wild one flew from the cuckoo’s nest four years and now it’s the apocalypse my blood has turned to wine sobriety on the faultline criticism on the frontline i might get lost, and our minutes are up so if its meant to be you’ll hear me pulling siren calling out to you from outside your window cannot look me in the eyes but you have words to say because i burst your bubble cannot look me in the eyes but you have words to say i bursted your bubble didn’t do things your way he’s so sensual, attempting to be truthful, honest, whatever

love is take and give and if you’re scared to take it’s ‘cause you’re scared to give i don’t know where the music comes from but its in my blood, so vampires drink up im ready for my closeup let’s analyze all my problems if you can solve them, then maybe i can be better for everyone else, and maybe fix everyone else that i love

epicenter everybody here everything you see infinity a hall of mirrors everybody’s boy feeling it and you can to all of this time that i spent so stressed was it a litmus test for how much compassion you can ever hack, the foundation is showing cracks does this stem from some sort of new tactic, weed don’t lose the compassion you have don’t turn away from the cracks little kid with his baseball mitt in a chair somewhere under limelight movie posters on the wall hey, hey, hey hey, hey, hey hey, hey, hey, hey, hey ‘give me attention’ is my calling card so thank my parents dancing in my mind no reason or rhyme without the pieces in place life was— junior high with a face of zits the cheshire cat in the forest not sure if photoshopped movie poster on the wall (sample ‘Abercrombie Dreams’) now that the future isn’t there where else to go but back to the feeling we long forget? Clark Gable, Monty Clift Marilyn Monroe, misfits watching it on the evening that they declared a state of emergency Madonna, Lady Gaga where’s the oxford comma? vampires over the weekend on bandcamp with St. Vincent don’t shoot the horses, unleash the ropes it’s not that anyone is trying to hurt you it’s just that we hurt the earth hitting up the thrift stores when there’s not much going on only spend the dollar on things that take me back to the feeling i long forget (ooh, even if you achieve it you still continue dreaming) i shut myself in what i feel in the wind after the saw, i’ve been shut in with the uncertainty of when this will end just like you, it’s a long take bordom setting in, boredom is where— i’m too afraid of singing front of crowds cuz i dont play anything and my vocals only sound good when i drown them out with my mooooooooooooooooooooood i really fucking love you i really fucking love you i really fucking love you Aeropostale Janet Jackson’s nipple JT went on to have a career no political statements to be made im too minuscule american hero i’m not claiming to be a prophet but i do have a little bit of wisdom cuz i know that i am old but check me out moving mountains on my own i hope to see you there sly, the city looks so beautiful tonight sly, sly there’s a riot goin’ on there’s a riot goin’ on there’s a riot goin’ on there’s a riot goin’ on

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my love is endless just like my mental illness they told us to rock, they told us to rock they told us to rock n’ roll, rock n’ roll, rock n’ roll told us to rock, now we’re waiting for the rocket to roll in if you’re not gonna fuck me like i need then you need to stay home tailspin, i care for you my friend sorry about the chords on the floor if they trip you i’m not liable i’m eating worms, it’s what i deserve for giving Mother nothing but the dirt they told us to rock, they told us to rock they told us to rock n’ roll, rock n’ roll, rock n’ roll if you’re not gonna fuck me like i need then you need to stay home

wait, are there ashes in the way? foggy day, fuck i don’t know the week has blended in when you got no distraction frozen, Pompeii heat, ice yet it’s storytime, so sit around the circle or better yet dance in a seance there’s a parachute as you’re standing throwing your hands up high here we are protected in our nostalgic little, little wasteland, but at least, it’s a rainbow dome what’s ashes to dust? what’s the difference? let me know… i’ve been lost in some kind of nostalgic wasteland hey— wait, are there ashes in the way? foggy day, fuck i don’t know the week has blended in when you got no distraction

cigarette smoke in a RV or, fog outside ‘round the playground, when i was young? cigarette smoke in a RV or, fog outside ‘round the playground, when i was young? dreams come to an end off-key again, no melody it is of interest, top priority now i don’t care how i’m sounding i’m just scared, i’m just scared tell me where to go to get the medicine that will make this all feel so much safer tell me where to go to get what’s nostalgic what is imagination to feel in the correct saturation the colors were so bright, i swear to fucking god dandelion paintbrush, neighbor’s trailer canvas i swear to fucking god, shining bright pollen in the wind, it’s not my friend fucking my sinuses, when my hyper-symptom— tell me where to go to get the medicine that will make this all feel so much safer tell me where to go to get what’s nostalgic what is imagination to feel in the correct saturation the colors were so bright, i swear to fucking god dandelion paintbrush, neighbor’s trailer canvas i swear to fucking god, shining bright

evergreen looking like Anubis watching over me you want to make it special just for us you see, my fantasy projected on my ceiling give me what you need i’ll transmit it there for you we can share the signal the diagonal cue baby, i wanna rock with you everything is frozen in this moment a picture of me with you everything about it gets to my emotions the smile on your face, but the live photo shows a different story there he goes walking down the street lots of feeling, but i can’t beat i got no more love to give ya you can crack a smile, yeah, you can cry on my shoulder but no, don’t move closer, i got no more love to give cotton candy sky, in the meantime at sunset when the pink and blue turn a violet that reminds me of you

shelter in place baby i protect ya i can make sure that nothing can ever fucking hurt you if there was a stranger walking through our back- -yard then i will shoot him for you even though i’ll never use a gun test me make me work for it could you maybe tell me if i can do it best? i’ll look at you in the rearview as we’re flying across the space like a rocket before we land— spinning on the way they got us on the back and front going all the way like the sunshine spinning, i’m a loser test me make me work for it could you maybe tell me if i can do it best? spinning on the way they got us on the back and front going all the way like the sunshine spinning, i’m a loser shelter in place baby i protect ya i can make sure that nothing can ever fucking hurt you if there was a stranger walking through our back- -yard then i will shoot him for you even though i’ll never use a gun oh she moves water with her hands throwing away all the toxins i think that the devil was right