do you feel like i do in a forever war with the ones that you care for when you take what you need in survival mode death to us all as long as you got a home but i leave mine a better track cuz i feel sometimes i don't have the expenses for that so i leave into the club of my mind so i leave into the club of my mind dancing barefoot on the dancefloor made of legos moonwalk barefoot across the dancefloor stepping on legos stepping on legos do you stare at the walls in the deepest dark with the one you love beside you when you feel all the weeds coming from the sheets wrapping everything in you in a cocoon but i leave mine a better drag cuz i feel sometimes i don't have the expenses for that so i leave into the club of my mind so i leave into the club of my mind dancing barefoot on the dancefloor made of legos moonwalk barefoot across the dancefloor stepping on legos stepping on legos making that cash, making it fast pinch every cent making that cash, making it fast pinching it all so i can see another day making that cash, making it fast making that cash, making it fast pinch every cent making that cash, making it fast pinching it all so-- i leave mine a better track cuz i feel sometimes i don't have the expenses for that so i leave into the club of my mind so i leave into the club of my mind dancing barefoot on the dancefloor made of legos moonwalk barefoot across the dancefloor stepping on legos (do you feel like i do) stepping on legos (do you feel like i do)

throw another in the trash bin start another, ctrl-n gotta look ahead, but only some when you go back you’re wasting ‘em ooh, something’s gotta give (i’ve been around too much shit) give in, give in, give in, give up here we go to fly butterflies in the stomach too much control on the outset identity formed like clay from those who don’t share that value too much control on the outset i can’t give into it shit is so contradictory it can be too much, drive you crazy ooh, something’s gotta give (i’ve been around too much shit) give in, give in, give in, give up (fuck it all) here we go to fly butterflies in the stomach here we go to fly butterflies in the stomach here we go to fly butterflies in the stomach butterflies in the stomach (give in, give in, give in, give up) where we go to die (give up, give up)

crestfallen and broken breast i feel a full shadow i see a spur digging snails on the rocks and it's low tide and there's diamonds in the ocean but if there's a moth winging out over the waves in the sunlight there's two spiders meet on a rock but they're the same anyhow so... it's all so still here I... little waves spill over little rocks you can peel off mica from the rocks as it shines like smooth silver but you know there's more than this ‘cause you can see the boats sailing and the gulls fly by fishing and there's a lighthouse in the distance, but... it's all so quiet that.. why disturb the silence so go away in the moonlight and bring back a starfish settle back easy and make up your mind to stay i’ve earned a fortune and there's not much more to say i’m livin' easy as smooth as silk these days i see that you're fearful but if there's a moth winging out over the waves in the sunlight there's two spiders meet on a rock but they're the same anyhow so... it's all so still here I... little waves spill over little rocks you can peel off mica from the rocks as it shines like smooth silver haven't changed your ways settle back easy and make up your mind to stay the country's cleaner and i’ve earned a fortune and you don't have to pay just settle back easy and make up your mind to stay

two story yellow house evil in the wood dance in a seance to Power Rangers and gospel tunes five years old and i’d been told a witch’s ghost wanders this living room rocks me to sleep in a Madonna pose sings a lullaby that no one can repeat and daylight makes her a vagabond that no one can see and a fag’s best friend is the mother lightning comes through with sounds of thunder it’s all that was needed to grow underneath watered by the gardener, my mother’s mother who are you who are you using humor to cope with hurt sarcasm to cope with the world who are you who are you use words to cope with the change an intensity that prevents as the flood when everything is just a stagnant creek tar lines pattern your broken wings just like these veins an intensity that prevents you as a flood when really you’re just a stagnant creek trailer park, top bunk evil in the window men with tails and serpent tongues slurring gospel cues five years old and i’ve been told nightmare fuel can sometimes feel so true a pack of cigarettes that i cling to camel standing with the pyramids in view Dr. Mario score makes it all a movie scene nobody but you can see a fag’s best friend is the mother lightning comes on through with the thunder it’s all that you need to grow underneath watered by the gardener, my mother’s mother who are you who are you using humor to cope with hurt sarcasm to cope with the world who are you who are you use words to cope with the change an intensity that prevents as the flood when everything is just a stagnant creek tar lines pattern your broken wings just like these veins an intensity that prevents you as a flood when really you’re just a stagnant creek a fag’s best friend is the mother a fag’s best friend is the mother a fag’s best friend is the mother a fag’s best friend is the mother lightning comes on through with the thunder it’s all that you need to grow underneath watered by the gardener, my mother’s mother

standing with our backs toward the wolves calling opulence to all the craziest fools all the talking heads, the same as it ever was there’s a change in the wind, souls in flux i’m not giving up on you i’m not giving up on you its a cruel, cruel world with nothing left to do but i’m stuck like Lou stuck like glue to you and i don’t have a future i don’t have a future i don’t have a future pretending that its all returning to stability invoking all the spirits from our bloody history all the choking voices, cracked out just like me there’s a change in the wind, melody of melancholy i’m not giving up on you i’m not giving up on you its a cruel, cruel world with nothing left to do but i’m stuck like Lou stuck like glue to you i don’t have a future i don’t have a future we don’t have a future we don’t have a future we don’t have a future we don’t have a future we don’t have a future

do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind wanting to start again do you ever feel so paper thin like a house of cards one blow from caving in do you ever feel already buried deep six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing do you know that there's still a chance for you ‘cause there's a spark in you you just gotta ignite the light and let it shine just own the night like the fourth of july ‘cause baby you're a firework come on show 'em what you're worth make 'em go, "Oh, oh, oh" as you shoot across the sky ‘cause baby you're a firework come on let your colors burst make 'em go, "Oh, oh, oh" you're gonna leave 'em in awe you don't have to feel like a waste of space you're original, cannot be replaced if you only knew what the future holds after a hurricane comes a rainbow maybe a reason why all the doors are closed so you could open one that leads you to the perfect road like a lightning bolt your heart will glow and when it's time, you'll know you just gotta ignite the light and let it shine just own the night like the fourth of july ‘cause baby you're a firework come on show 'em what you're worth make 'em go, "Oh, oh, oh" as you shoot across the sky baby you're a firework come on let your colors burst make 'em go, "Oh, oh, oh" you're gonna leave 'em in awe boom, boom, boom even brighter than the moon, moon, moon boom, boom, boom even brighter than the moon, moon, moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon rabbit’s moon

i smile tho it’s fake but you know i know you know here you go, go, go have a nice day (have a nice day) i both am who i am but not who i am i am, i am from another planet try to find a signifier with so much convoluted wire try to find a signifier with so much convoluted wire light myself on fire light myself on fire light myself on fire we could make a rainforest flourish if we were to collect all the tears over the years something in the way of my brain television wires circuiting skipping channels every few seconds we could fly so far away and never look back try to find a signifier with so much convoluted wire try to find a signifier with so much convoluted wire try to find a signifier with so much convoluted wire light myself on fire (wire) light myself. light myself on fire (on fire, with wire) so far i’m keeping up but it’s been hard losing another one trying so hard, doing okay so far losing another one losing another one (light myself on fire) losing another one (light myself on fire) losing another one (a signifier, with so much convoluted wire) try to find a signifier with so much convoluted wire light myself on fire (wire) light myself on fire (wire) light myself on fire (with wire)

always watching clocks go ‘round and ‘round all that goes up must fall right back down my palms are exits within other exits never finding town i’m approaching that initiation running them blocks to the bus station worried i don’t catch onto my own imposter syndrome and home is where they let you be home is not the same to me i’m not home when i’m at all with me i’m still cunning for that face and the ride has been so long and short a ride that makes no sense to me and i’m not home when i’m at all with me i’m still searching for that peace i’m still searching for that peace searching for that peace searching for that peace searching for that peace my teeth are shifting like cascadia induction a crow sits its feet under each of my eyes as my thighs are already like a hall of mirrors never telling lies Oly airport has lights all of primary but each and every one has become the same pacing back and forth i’m losing my rhyming scheme and breath of judgment speaking whisper of the tide and home is where they let you be home is not the same to me i’m not home when i’m at all with me i’m still cunning for that face and the ride has been so long and short a ride that makes no sense to me and i’m not home when i’m at all with me i’m still searching for that peace

if i had a chance, i’d go back and do so much so different save that stack, make a stash for the rainy days now permanent ah, no one stays in place ah, nothing ever stays in place ah this nothing dance is all that’s left for this world so far from perfect how did i land somebody so perfect do i convince myself that i deserve it ah, no one stays in place ah, nothing ever stays in place ah, ah, ah nothing prepares you for the chase something feels like its going to break something feels like its going to break something feels like its going to break something feels like its going to break baby, baby, baby, you’re my holy roller baby, baby, baby, you’re my savior baby, baby, baby, i’m not the drifter i thought i was lie me here with you ah, no one stays in place ah, nothing ever stays in place ah something feels like it’s going to break something feels like it’s gonna break